A DAY FULL OF CHOCOLATES AND ROSES! HAPPY VALENTINE'S!

    

   There's no life in someone's soul if they were to deny affection from others. It's necessary for all of us to express love within every single moment of our lives because loving someone brings hope to individuals who may needed it most. However, you must learn how to love yourself before you can start romanticizing others. Because you are better off alone rather than to make awful mistakes from your incapability to properly love a person who probably loved you too, causing both of you to be hurt during the process. Love can be described by a lot of words depending on the experience of an individual. It could be something endearing, sweet and very delicate. But for others, it might just be a waste of time, distraction and a memory that sabotages their whole lives. Which is why you must know who to give your love because your worth is not compatible with everyone. If its one-sided, you must know your limitations and end your delusions that will never ever come true. Because expecting too much is a curse, a painful slap that wakes you up back to reality. How come that I knew? Afterall, I experienced it too.

   There was this girl that I admired for a long time. If I were to describe her, she was similar to the moon, calm and soothing. Her presence alone gives chills to my spine. When I talk to her, she will always show a faint smile, lifting my eyebrows with a hint of joy. She was sharp and would constantly argue with me over trivial matters, proving a point that I will always deny. Its a shame that in the end I was forced to agree to her factual replies. She shared her dim light to my miserable life, a life that was not supposed to be loved. Before I knew it, I grew attached to her. She was the only person I anticipated talking to, she was the only person that accepted who I actually am and she was the only person that I truly loved. I soon realized that i would rather risk it all than to waste this wonderful opportunity, I confessed to her. Lucky for us, we had the same thought and we ended in a more than friends but less than a lover situation. At first, it was great! But then, things went south when our relationship started to alter. Jealousy arise with numerous suspicions, starting a all out war between the two of us. At one point, I messed up soo bad that she was pissed for a whole week. I was a horrible person indeed which is why I will never deny it, I was aware of my mistakes and I am awfully guilty over it. I accepted what has to be done and we ended our relationship. It was really hard but thankfully, I managed to move on and continue living. But for real, if she were to be compared to all the girls that I knew, they will never come close to her. First love theory sucks but I never regret experiencing it even if its only temporary.

   Overall, valentines was a remarkable vent that is full of love and gratitude. Cupid surely used his bow accurately since the number of lovers increased tremendously but the arrows sadly went to the wrong target. By the way, I gave my mother a hand-made rose, she was incredibly happy about it. Anyways, my experience about love was bland and that was probably the last time that I will ever feel love from a different person, my luck was already used. Remember, love will always find its way to the appropriate person within a given time and place, fate will destine your love life!


REFERENCE:

  https://www.jiroyurialtares.blogger.com

 https://pixabay.com/illustrations/love-heart-romance-truelove-hearts-1195987/

https://www.wequil.com/post/_love

https://firebrandmag.com/articles/what-is-love




Comments

  1. Your blog post was heartfelt and honest. The way you described your feelings for the girl was touching, especially comparing her to the moon. Your story was interesting, and your message about love finding the right person was meaningful. It was a nice and relatable post.

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